Can’t hold this in anymore, this needs to be said. I am sick and tired of seeing girls/boys getting insulted for their weight. There is no body type that is the most beautiful or perfect because in my eyes all body types are perfect. For example, the word “fat” is used in a disrespectful manner as if being “fat” can’t be pretty? Sorry but fat is beautiful just like every other body type. But that doesn’t give chubby girls the right to then be disrespectful towards skinnier/ less curvier people. Why does everyone get involved in this vicious circle of name calling and belittling. EVERY weight type is beautiful, everyone has their preferences so there will be match out there for you. I am a chubby girl who’s recently accepted this and I love my body now after years of hating myself. But I don’t go around calling skinnier woman/males “skeletons” because that would be hypocritical of me. Name calling is one of the reasons why so many adolescent females/males kill themselves, just remember that. So if you go around insulting their weight in a disrespectful manner to make yourself feel better, then you’re just letting yourself down. You may be beautiful on the outside but by doing that sort of bullying then that just makes you ugly inside. I may be fat but I am also bloody well fabulous so stop all this immature actions and accept that EVERYONE AND EVERY BODY TYPE IS GORGEOUS. -rant over-

I have had this strange interest with people who are sadly a minority and having to deal with Racism. I am 100% against any form of racism as I have the belief everybody is equal so all of a sudden these past couple of weeks I have been watching a lot of programmes, interviews, videos and reading a lot of peoples experiences with racism and what stereotypes they have to live with day-to-day. I have no idea where this has came from but I just find it interesting and unfortunate that there is still Racism and prejudice going on in the world. Reading stories on people who have been judged on the colour of their skin and race is sad, so reading about it interests me to just see what actually goes on. I even find it, oddly, interesting on the people who are racist themselves because in my head to be so cruel and judgemental there has to be some other stuff going in the background of their life to even think that way haha! I duno I think I am probably the only person to be interested in this but yeah I just find it a shame that it’s still going on. 

Was walking back from the shopping today with Lauren and the schools were coming out (my house is like 5 minutes away from it) and I had my second anxiety moment. Baring in mind my first was when I was stuck down the street in the same situation. I really need to stop letting them beat me, I have left school and their comments on Facebook shouldn’t hurt me as much as it does but it still gets me really down. I feel like my 8 year old self when I was bullied. I just need to keep my head held high but it’s easier said than done. I am not one for getting anxiety, yeah I get depression downers, but these anxiety moments when the school comes out has to stop. I am nearly 18 now and everyone lives near me so it’s not like this is going to go away anytime soon. 

See when anyone, whether it is a girl or a guy, uses the word “fat” in a disrespectful and discriminating manner I personally take offense even if it isn’t targeted towards me. The word “fat” in general offends me as it is such a horrible thing to say. It is a word that makes a vast amount of people today paranoid, ashamed and disgusted in themselves every minute of every day. I was targeted as a young girl most days being told “you’re a fat goth.” So I am sorry but no matter what manner you say this word, whether it is to be humorous, offensive, vulgar or light-hearted I don’t care… people need to realise that we all come in different shapes and sizes and that no one is the “perfect weight” because everyone is beautiful. I hear people all the time saying “fat girls are desperate” and that “fat girls are disgusting” and so much more. These people being ‘apparently’ against bullying, against hypocrisy, against judging people and are actually very insecure about themselves. If you are all those things and you target people for their being over-weight, sorry but you are no better than the people who judge you everyday that make you feel worthless. 

I’ve always been disgusted with my body, it’s why I haven’t had a long-term boyfriend because i’m ashamed that much. But recently i’ve realised that everyone is into different types whether they are skinny, curvy and so on. No one is perfect and the more people realise this the better rather than walking around judging people for the sake of making their confidence and self-esteem higher.